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how many promises have i made. n i broke all of them. how many things have i said i'll do. but i din do all of them. -guity-
dunno y. but i haven been doing my part. haven been doing my job. felt that i have let lots of ppl down. but i really din mean it. i no longer have the urge to complete my part. n do my best for anything. ppl entrust me to things b coz i hv done them before. b coz i put all my heart n soul into doing it. but nw they'll juz be disappointed. i juz cant do it. i dunno y. i really love my teammates nw. they are the only ones who can bring me joy n comfort. but im guilty as well. coz i haven been concentrating during trainings. n i haven given my all. if only i did. but i cant turn back time. so wad should i do nw. pick up myself n continue on this hopeless journey??? i would rather give it all up. no point hanging on without a goal. a target. without any believe that i can succeed. its pointless to stay on. nw only hockey. n studies are important. i dun care whether i have any responsibilities a not. coz i simply dread them. all i can think abt nw is hockey. hockey. hockey. nothing else matters. mayb studies do. mid yr coming. n i muz do well. but i dun think i can. manage my time u will say. but no time how to manage?? i really wanna work hard n continue to do well for studies. its something that will make me feel better.

7 a side yesterday, played with flu. sore throat n a lil fever. but we did quite well. though i screwed up all the short corner. im sorry. siling 0-0. sengkang. we won 3-0 or 3-1. swiss cottage we won 2-1. had to run from one end of pitch to the other end whenever there was short corner.was super tired after that.
crezawards was passable. we ordered mac delivery coz very hungry. nice time yesterday. but im sick nw!! high fever summore. n got no voice. how crappy.

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